Pursuing motherhood

Joy Is Terrifying

I now feel like I can understand my ghosting behaviour better. I felt like avoiding the whole situation will protect me from what I am feeling, or ...

Expectations

On reflection, one must adjust their expectations, or better yet, have non at all. Expectations lead to disappointments. Especially when a certain ...

Short & Sweet

I can easily conclude that this trip, so far, has exceeded our expectations, we are both so relaxed. Happy with where we are right now. Everything ...

Gods & Goddesses

We finally got to our hotel and I called in all the blessings all the spirits all the gods and goddesses, then filter away all the ones that do not...

And...GO!!

You’ve heard of this before, I am sure, turn your focus into gratitude and appreciation when you feel stuck and out of flow.

Just another bump

I took this photo last year when I was in Thessaloniki for my previous treatment. It was during lockdown and hardly a soul in sight. It was a perfe...

Rejection Vs Acceptance

I now understand how much time I spend in my head trying to explain and justify my journey so far, nothing can compare to the feeling in my body ri...

Limiting Beliefs

I have done so much work to replace my limiting beliefs and reframe them into new learnings and new outcomes. Putting myself in a forgiving and mor...

Surrender

Surrendering to the forces around you, the same ones that support you, may feel like a loss or like you are giving in. It may even feel like you ar...

Meltdown

Now let me tell you, this kind of mental meltdown or a possible mild panic attack, is normal and common throughout this whole journey. No matter ho...

What’s love got to do with it?

So I started observing my body, which at that point felt tired and cold. My head was in a frustrated mode. My heart felt tight, that whole chest ca...

Blurry Reflections

This is not me. So why did I choose that on Saturday night?? Is it the one last hurrah before I get on with our next steps to a baby? Do I look int...